I Held Her In My Arms Lyrics

I Held Her In My Arms lyrics

I'm gnawing on the knowledge

That I have been burnt

And I'm learning
things that I 

Should've already learnt

Everyone I ever knew

Was so kind and coy

I was with a girl

But it felt like I was with
a boy

I can't even remember 

If we were lovers

Or if I just
wanted to

But I held her in my arms

I held her in my arms

I
held her in my arms

But it wasn't you

I will not kill

The one
thing that I love

In this world of wreckage

I look above

Help
me Lord

Help me understand

What it means to be a boy

What it
means to be a man