I am a memory,
I never existed
And now I am nothing.
Her name,
a single word
Melts me, takes me to the ground.
Only alive, can’t she
see
I’m destroyed by yesterdays.
And do I gain?
I could
only Dream
For chance to side with me,
Inquire, ingest,
implode.
Let this not be the disassemblance of me.
Another night with
arms still empty.