It Don`t Matter Lyrics

It Don`t Matter lyrics

Sittin in traffic another day of feeling nothing
Trying to find something I
guess it's back to huffin'
Paint and model glue oh how I die when I
look
At you smilin' lovin' life and all I know is blue
Rainy days and
cold stares broken love affairs
Everything's beautiful as long as I ain't
there
I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile who cares
I think I'll go
to sleep for a while now

I'm barely livin' in my skin depression's my
only friend
And I don't know where I am heading tryin' to forget where I've
been
And I'm so sick of lying God please shwo me that silver lining
Cuz
I've heard tale and I'm not well my heads full of hell and
This world's a
jail but

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the
air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to
bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the
air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to
bear

And as the apin begins to displace had it to ear level
With this
place you see it on my face a state of suspended grace
Gradually I erase and
find comfort in the sickest womb
I might be present but no in the room
To
whom it may consume melting ensembles bleeding chellos running through Bordellos
drama
Like Othello hidin' out from Poncharello
Dead off in the
Median
Fallin apart like usual handin' out flyers to my funeral

So
they say that life's a play and that all the world's a stage
Then for
another part I pray the show ends the same way everyday
And my heart carries
the pain of a brain I can't explain
Am I insane
Am I insane

And it
don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything
good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter
and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over
there
And everything here's hard to bear

And everything good is
gone
And everything good is gone
And everything good is gone
And
everything bad is here
And everything bad is here
And everything bad is
here
It doesn't really matter now does it

And it don't matter and I
don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over
there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't
care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And
everything here's hard to bear