I`ve Not Been So Alone I Thought Lyrics

I`ve Not Been So Alone I Thought lyrics

Since kicking in the womb

I drank so much tea

I wrote my letters in congi

Around the block I walked and walked

Pretending you were with me



Not wanting to die out here

Without you



The hurting never ends

Like birthdays and old friends

We forget that this flesh, blood, and bone is human

Trading phone lines for airlines

Unwilling to face

That love is found on the inside

Not the outside

And like a medicine bottle

In the cabinet I'll keep you

And like a medicine bottle

In my hand, I will hold you

And swallow you slowly

As to last me a lifetime

Without holding too tight

I do not want to lose

The thrill that it gives me

To look out from my window

And scowl at the houses

From my world in the bedroom



It's all in his head, she read

In the girlfriend self-help book

It's all his own making; a war with himself

Like two sides with a wall

That separates two countries

He shuts out the world

He wants only to love you



Not wanting to die out here

Without you



Not wanting to die out here

Without you



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