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I want to know how it'll end. I want to be sure of what it'll cost. I want to
strangle the stars for all they promised me. I want you to call me on your drug
phone. I want to keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder
later. I want to be there when you learn the cost of desire. I want you to
understand that my malevolence is just a way to win. I want the name of the
ruiner. I want matches in case I have to suddenly burn. I want you to know that
being kind is overrated. I want to write my secret across your sky. I want to
watch you lose control. I want to watch you lose. I want to know exactly what
it's going to take. I want to see you insert yourself into glory. I want your
touches to scar me so I'll know where you've been. I want you to watch when I
go down in flames. I want a list of atrocities done in your name. I want to
reach my hand into the dark and feel what reaches back. I want to remember when
my nightmares were clearer. I want to be there when your hot black rage rips
wide open. I want to taste my own kind. I want to be wrapped in cold wet sheets
to see if it's different on this side. I want you to come on strong. I want to
leave you out in the cold. I want the exact same thing but different. I want
some soft drugs.. some soft, soft drugs. I want to throw you. I want you to
know I know. I want to know if you read me. I want to swing with my eyes shut
and see what I hit. I want to know just how much you hate me so I can predict
what you'll do. I want you to know the wounds are self-inflicted. I want a
controlling interest. I want to be somewhere beautiful when I die. I want to be
your secret hater. I want to stop destroying you but I can't. And I want and I
want and I want and I will always be hungry. And I want and I want and I want.