Sphere Of Unhappiness-iii Feel Lyrics

Sphere Of Unhappiness-iii Feel lyrics

I know no joy



Only sorrow and pain



I have evertying to lose



And nothing to gain







Once I stood so very tall



Now I feel I'm nothing at all







As i search, this quest gets shorter



What doesn't kill me makes me stronger



Forever fading, losing my grasp



I wonder whos having the last laugh







Each night I sleep as if it were my last



I tire of living out lifes' task



I feel I can no longer hold on



So it's you who must stand up and bne strong







These things I ment to tell you



With my own voice



But I was hurting so much



I didn't have a choice







There's nothing left for me now



You must carry on somehow



You may not understand



But it will come to you



Just what I've been going through







Deep in my heart I know I'm good



Sometimes I don't see it even if I could



I have to do this to be free



I can't take any more misery







Overcome these thoughts that surround me



I can feel myself drowning







There's so much I could never live up to



I never ment to be a burden to you



I can see you as the tears swell up



Find your strenght, don't ever give up







These questions I long for



Which were never sought



This isolation



Further spreads the rot







Release these chains that



Kept me all in a bind



Reliquish myself to



Have peace of mind







My life's been punctuated



My price for hesitating



Total self-detonating



There's no other reasoning



To rid this imposter inside



Time to say goodbye







I apologize for putting you



Through all this



Deep in my heart



Who I always will miss



Take care, so long, miss you, forever



Goodbye