Off Topic Headaches Lyrics

Headaches Lyrics

I can't sleep without drugs

I toss and turn too much

Bad dreams and
such disrupt my peace

So tired that I can't function

Hallucinations
chanting something

Every line is louder every hour

I think they have
a message

Reciting some passage

Lighting the back of my eyelids

With a match

The muscles in neck get so tense

That they crush my
head and break the silence

With my own screams of agony

It happens
more frequently, recently

After years of remission

Why the sudden
resurrection?

My cross to bear comes from nowhere

With no
warning

And it'll chase me til they're over my casket mourning

It
wants to see how much I can take before I break

And take my life to end
the sleepless nights

But I'm not the forfeiting type

Can't fight
the enemy inside me but I can bleed the motherfucker out

And pass out



Carrying my cross inside me

It drives me

Heavy on my
mind

Cure it all with rhymes

I'll be



As quickly as it
hits me it leaves me

Euphoria beyond description

Like a heroin
prescription

I survived it again, but not without damages

Whatever
it is, it'll revive and get me again

The question is when

How
quickly can I mend and recover

Til I smother myself under the covers

Keep the blood flow low to my head

Explode and see red

I'm going
to bed

Like a fish outta water

So helpless kinda sorta like a

Medical disorder

Middle of school in the fourth quarter they took me
out on a stretcher

Popping my chest with electric shocks

To keep my
heart from stop beating

Two hours later I'm alive and eating

Still
breathing

Til the new pills kick in

Knock me down so bad I'd rather
have it out with death and win

At leas