Nothing To Gain Lyrics

Nothing To Gain lyrics

Cold and silent
Soiled face
I will wash it all away
With my
love
That's all she's ever needed
oh from me
It's my time
to
mother
One of my own
In my life
I am so alone
Left with no
one
In my life
I'm so alone

Life submissiveness
Hypnotizing the
ignorant
a little boy's best friend's always his mother
At least that's
what she said
Life
of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is
dirty
And their love is meaningless
I'm just a soiled dirty boy
I'm
just a soiled dirty boy

Sheltered life
Innocence
Insulated
memories
Spark reflections of my head
Duality in my
consciousness
Caught in the war of hemispheres
Between the love lost in
my head

Mommy do you still live inside of me
I'm so lost in my life
without any guiding
Protected me my whole life from everything
Nailed
shut the doors to the shrine
To screen your dead eyes from me and my
sickness
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading
Aprons of flesh
corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face,

Deliver the remains from her
womb of earth
Prep the rack and tie up for new love's rebirth
Covert
understanding of novice surgery
I'll focus concentration and only
take
just what I need
For sickness I'm masticating
Dancing and
masturbating
Celebrate in fields of night with skin upon my face

Life
submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant
a little boy's best friend's
always his mother
At least that's what she said
Life
of a simple
man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And their love is
meaningless

Life submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant
a little
boy's best friend's always his mother
At least that's what she
said
Life
of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And
their love is meaningless
I'm so soiled

If I soak my hands in others
blood
am I sick
If I wash my hands in others blood
am I sick
If I
drench myself in others blood
am I sick
If I bathe myself in others
blood

Blame mother for the sickness
Mutilate and sew my new clothes
for masquerading
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my
face
Dance and masturbate in night light by myself

Nothing
is left
for me to gain
they're coming to take me far away (x5)

Life
submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant
a little boy's best friend's
always his mother
At least that's what she said
Life
of a simple
man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And their love is
meaningless

Life submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant
a little
boy's best friend's always his mother
At least that's what she
said
Life
of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And
their love is meaningless
I'm so soiled

Life
of a simple
man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And their love is
meaningless
I'm so soiled

Life
of a simple man
Taught that
everyone else is dirty
And their love is meaningless
I'm so
soiled

Soiled
Soiled
Soiled
Soiled
Soiled
Soiled
Soiled
Soiled
Soiled
Soiled
Soiled
Soiled
Soiled...