Malina Back To Myself Lyrics

Back To Myself Lyrics

Nothing to recall
What if I just cannot give a name 
To what I think there is to blame
I`m only
freezing it out
Castaway too
numb to feel
Hail or silk or burning steel
I`m wounded by wars
I never really fought
Danny says it happens
but I would rather say 
I`m deserving my time
to breathe and scream it out
And how would anyone expect me
here to shout
"I`m glad myself is back"
I long to cry out loud
I`ve been outside myself
and frosting in your doubts
But I won`t trail along with... 

Lithium as I wake up
Coffee to anaesthetize my shame
Doctors make it harder,
I`d only smoke it away
How can I throw it all to waist,
that bitter taste 

And now it`s my turn
to spread it all about
You thought you`d get away
with all your lies so proud?
But I won`t trail along 
It`s time to breathe and scream it out
I`ve been outside myself
and frosting in your doubts
But the ice is gonna crack.