Lilitu This Is Not An Exit Lyrics

This Is Not An Exit Lyrics

Post Dramatic/Enigmatic trauma



Here we go again



Every days the same/Oh how I dread beginnings



Still awaiting my, still awaiting my end







Alone and Distraught/Here I lay



Slightly fevered from today



Cannot bare what they say



Self loathing, I'll fade away (away)







Just leave me lying here



I'll close my eyes/escape this life



and sleep to pass the time







Oh How I miss the days... were golden



But now deprived



Pondering the question



Why the fuck are we alive?



Growing older now, My skies turn to gray



If killing is a sin, then I can't win



and all hope is lost







An act to seal my fate



I can't I am afraid



To inflict the pain, to create my own demise



Oh please, release me from the pain of living







Beyond Comprehension



Victim of Circumstance



Lost with no direction



I can't face the day again







The hole that I have made



The fear that it creates



To know that I can't go on



But I don't have the guts to end it all



Oh please, release me from this never ending hell







and I dream a thousand years astray



Just close my eyes and wish to die and never see again



When I wake there shall be no today



Only deaden eyes that welcome me away



into obscurity







Release me



Help me find



The door that will open



Release me







Slipping away again



Struggling to find my way



...the light that I can't find



Will pain Subside?