Lil Trip To My Momma Lyrics

To My Momma Lyrics

Take a look at my past, bet you'd wonder how I last 

 My life is fading right before my eyes, very fast 

 Reminisin' bout the mother that I never had 

 She split from all this shit and left me with dad 

 Goddamn, was it my fault, somethin' I'd done 

 To make my mother leave and forget her muthafuckin' son 

 Now I ain't seen her for thirteen muthafuckin' years 

 Where the fuck you at mom?  I've shed so many fuckin' tears 

 You must not give a damn what the fuck happens to me 

 What about my older brother, you think that he doesn't see? 

 You and dad wasn't in love, why the fuck am I here? 

 Am I a mistake?  Is that why you disappeared? 

 Now I'm madder than a muthafucka, take a shot of liquor 

 I know it ain't good, but it will get me off this Earth quicker 

 I wish I could go back and miscarriage my birth 

 Ain't nothin' worth livin' for on this hopeless Earth 

  

 [Chorus-2x] 

 Dear momma, reall what the fuck can I say? 

 I don't even know you, does it have to be this way? 

 Don't a fuckin' minute pass that you ain't on my mind 

 Without you in my life, I feel so blind 

  

 My father tells me about you, I don't know if it's true 

 He said you never cared for me, so why the fuck should I care for you? 

 Is it true?  Do you hate me?  Am I not your child? 

 If I ever met you, would you be in denial? 

 Tell me why there's so much hate between you two 

 Everytime I ask my dad it falls right back on you 

 If you wuz never in love, what took so long to find out? 

 You had my brother four years before I wuz planned out 

 Life's just fucked up, this shit just isn't fair 

 I don't even know you and you don't even fuckin' care 

 For all I know, you may not even be alive 

 Goddamn, if you ain't I won't even cry 

 If you are gone I probably won't feel any anger 

 My feelings won't let me cry for a muthafuckin' stranger 

  

 [Chorus-2x] 

  

 I'm just writin' you this song to let you know how I feel 

 I play life like it's a game, but shit is just so real 

 Now I understand why I just don't give a fuck 

 With all this pain in my brain, I feel like I'm stuck 

 So, I'm smokin' weed and doin' thangs I ain't supposed to do 

 Well, it looks to me like I'm takin' right after you 

 So, momma if you hear me, I ain't too far 

 I won't live long, cuz life is just too hard 

  

 [Chorus-4x] 

  

 I dedicate this song to my muthafuckin' momma. 

 To anyone without a momma, y'all know how it feels. 

 Life's harder than a muthafucka, exspecially not knowin' your momma. 

 But keep it real, you gotta keep your head up, that's my word