Volume 4 Lyrics

Volume 4 lyrics

I spend time searching my mind, walking blindly
I`m a live but I don`t kow why, my thoughts plague me
Paranoia, fear and guilt, I hope I don`t explode
I`m a bomb that I can`t diffuse, a gun I can`t unload

I don`t listen, I don`t know, man I don`t care
Talking about all the Hell that you`ve seen, man I live there
Talk to me and it goes right through, I never heard a word you said
Save your breath, it`s no use, you`re talking to the living dead

Bullet driven eyes
What can you tell me
I`m living in a nightmare

I`m on the edge shrinking back from the ledge
Looking out my window down upon my heritage
Strip malls, thin walls, people paralyzed beneath the sun
Why me why now
I see the dirty millions and try to survive somehow

Got no reason got no need
I hear gunshots I hear screams
What can you do to me
What can you say
I used to be alive but I threw it all away
I used to have problems
I used to live a lie
But then I saw the sidewalk bleed and I watched his mother cry
I used to use my mind
I used to wonder why
Now I go from day to day and wait around to die
Like He did