Golgotha Nothing Lyrics

Nothing Lyrics


[...being being being] 
Being at the place of darkness 
Where
everything that exists, never is 
Being in the place of inexistence

Where silence is everything 
Where silence never stops 
Being in a
place I ignore 
Where sadness dominates monotony 
Where time ???? hands

??????????????????? 

And I feel the impediment of taking out 
The
anguish that resounds in my inside 
And I feel all his foundless madness

Which oppress me like a thousand gravities 
And I feel more presence

That gets lost in the infinity [infinity] 

I feel his torture in my
being 
I feel his screams in my mind 
I feel his breath in my soul 
I
feel his look in my spirit 

I try to cry and I have no eyes 
I try to
hear and I have no ears 
I try to smell and I have no nose 
I try to touch
and I have no hands 
I try to burst, and I have no body 
I try to burst,
and I have no body 

I feel his torture in my being 
I feel his
screams in my mind 
I feel his breath in my soul 
I feel his look in my
spirit 

What's the sense of this demented 
Function which trapes me?

What's the order of this puzzle 
If none of us fits okay? 
What's the
motive of this whole emptiness 
If we don't exist in any concrete point?

What's the answer to everything 
If I can't even make 
Make a
question? 
[a question?] 
[a question] 

All these pleasures,
refused 
All these sacrifices, in vain 
All these prays, with no destiny

All these penances, absurd 
All these abstinences 
To get a beyond

From the plenty grace 
And above all these 
Fears to an inexistent
God 
For this Chaos 
[this Chaos] 
[this Chaos] 

All these
pleasures, refused 
All these sacrifices, in vain 
All these prays, with
no destiny 
All these penances, absurd 
All these abstinences 
To get
a beyond 
From the plenty grace 
And above all these 
Fears to an
inexistent God 
For this Chaos 
  
[yeah] 

Is this perpetual
night, perhaps my personal hell?? 
Maybe this perpetual night, bring a clear
sunrise 
Which let me see the sky, that I think I deserve 
But until that
moment I can only wait and reflect 
About everything and nothing 
And try
to remember the mistakes 
That confined me to utter obscurity