God-des And She Addiction Lyrics

Addiction Lyrics

this is the song dedicated to addiction

or obsession call it what u
like,

its very unhealthy it can make the sane go crazy

it can make
the sane go crazy



VERSE 1

At first it was love, bliss, and
happiness. Passion in the motion i expressed.

overwhelmed by ur presence
always content never wanted anybody else i thought if heaven exists its here.
Until my happiness turned to tears. All my fears exposed. Like a bad dream with
no close. Screaming for help but everytime i wept, u left, u fucking left
without once looking back. i didnt know how to react, my love for u was under
attack, i couldnt take it. i needed u back. I came cryin' to u, 'till
everything was cool, Atleast until i thought it was. Fuck the drugs!  Being
around u was my buzz. we had a energy a type of chemistry that kept me fiendin
for u. But theres no high in the world  that lasts forever, lasts
forever...



VERSE 2

Whenever we disagree u push me out the
door and leave. But u keep the door open, just enuff, that when push comes to
shove u can string me along like some fucked up R&B song.  'cause after time
apart, u miss me too much. so we have a break up fuck and each time it happens
it made the passion even stronger, we stay together longer. But each break up
got harder. I had the urge to be violent, jealousy i couldnt hide it. craziness
i couldnt fight it. I was losing it. this is one big mind game fueled  by pain
that i couldnt escape. my sanity has been raped. what happened to fate? this is
far from that. this is one fucking giant mistake. i was obsessed with u, u
consume my brain.  and worst of all it wasnt gonna change.



VERSE
3

I was changing for the worst, little shit made me curse. Each verse
that i wrote was therapy.i couldnt cope, i'd smoke weed and flow.Escape in the
agony of letting this control me. What is happening to me? Im getting violent
from all the screams and all this fighting. this is sucking all the life from
me. This either gonna kill u or kill me. But without the high u give me im
incomplete, so please accept me, and treat me with a little fucking
dignity.'cause i need u. I cant function without u. nothing can replace u. the
feeling that u bring is very addicting, very consuming. very controlling. this
is killing me  i need some fucking therapy. 'cause im sick of u controlling me.
i wannafunction normally.  like everybody else, and again find happiness. I need
to know its for the best, i swear to god im putting u back on the shelf, miss
addiction, 'cause now im respectin' myself