Gnashing Of Teeth My Life Lyrics

My Life Lyrics

My life a life of shame and regret I dwell in my hole of self pity my heart
blackened by self righteous anger I build my world upon sand my time is spent
in a constant struggle just for a breath of air but I find I'm continually
drowning sinking downward into my despair the things that I trust in when put
to the test will not withstand fire but still I rely on my flesh leaving my
mind in the grasp of the liar when will I learn when will I turn around and
reach for you why can't I see why can't I hear you calling for me always the
same I scream louder so I can't hear you whisper my name always the same 



I don't want to hear I already know I'm to blame I try myself always to no
avail I try myself again only to fail then I turn in my shame and my regret to
see you still there Your hand still outstretched wrists impaled with my
selfishness brow bleeding from thorns of pride Your back whipped with my words
of hatred I've thrust my spite into Your side I can't comprehend why You even
care for me but You choose to be there my life a life of worship and praise I
dwell in the midst of Your spirit my heart change begins on the inside I now
have my feet on solid ground help me to trust in You to leave behind my shame
and regret free my mind from the grasp of the liar my God release me from death
give me life.