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f/ Terisa Griffin







[Verse 1]



As a child I felt lonely and helpless



Low cash from a neighborhood wealthless



I'll stick a wino, and rob him for his last penny



Happy days around my way we didn't find many



Momma said that I was outta line talkin smack



Extension cords to this young nigga's black back



A juvenile, thirteen, now I'm locked up



Scared to cry, I don't wanna get fucked up



Fifty push ups a strain on my young chest



I paint the pictures that I pose for a sleeveless



I see my momma only supervised when she cry



She said my baby brother's comin he aint far behind



Somebody tell me how I ended up like this



I wait for God to give me strength, I'ma fight this



I refuse to bend down cuz I'm young and wild



Do or die that's this young nigga's rough style



They'll never find me







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Searchin to find me [4X]



My soul will be free before they find me







[Verse 2]



I hit the street full grown, momma's gone now



Had a heart attack I'm living on my own now



My black boots and my state green all I own



And a burning desire for a microphone



I see my little man Tiah bless me wit a burner



Any coincidence I'm feeling like Nat Turner



Twenty stick ups in thirty days they see me comin



Everybody on the block duck and start runnin



A old lady told me baby boy calm down



But like in Vietnam war I got to bomb now



My cash was up a little somethin, somethin, takin shake



I blasted reddie at the weedgate and took his papes



Cuz I done came a long way, in a short time



And I'm willing to die tryin to get mine



Alotta niggas think I'm cool wit 'em, guess what



Them niggas in for a shock cuz I'm fucked up



You'll never find me







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[Verse 3]



I got a little crew now I'm selling weight



White mickeyed out Navigator, tight straight



I got the butter soft seats watch a video



Stag a lee, everybody in the city knows



I make my rounds and I'm checkin how my work's moving



Shit is picking up nice, life is improving



I got the baddest bird in Brooklyn, she six months



She keep a eye on my whole house, my youngsters



I got my honey on the side she don't know about



I'm on my way to see her now, I'm a blow her out



I pull up to see her standing in the door waiting



Shorty fine like a porn star masturbating



She said, "Daddy are you hungry, would you like to eat



Would you let me rub your back, can I kiss your feet"



I told her, "Baby make the bed cuz I need rest"



She sucked me down until I fell asleep, God bless



I see my momma with my eyes closed, kinda strange



Time to wake up and touch something, outta range



White clouds with the softness I hear the music



What the hell is going on here I'm 'bout to lose it



Momma why you talking to me like you right here



She said, "Son you outta focus now, come clear"



She said, "Your life'll be a milestone for everyone



Because your layin in the bed that you made son"



Look how they found me







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