Nothing Changed Lyrics

Nothing Changed lyrics

And so I lashed out outside and in
Vented my anger at every whim
I
kicked the dog after poisoning his food
I couldn't think of anything else
to do
And I was scared
Oh Lord so scared
And I couldn't dare
To really think about it all
And today
Nothing has changed
Nothing changed
Nothing has changed at all
And so I sink and sink
and withdraw in
Looking up numbers of suicide hotlines
I almost cry
no specific reason why
I fantasize about the day I die
And I am
scared
Oh Lord so scared
And when will I dare
To really think
about it all
Because this way
Nothing will change
Nothing will
change
Nothing will change at all