Lost Within Myself Lyrics

Lost Within Myself lyrics


The chaos came: desires and passions 
Destroy my mind 
The strikes of
heart and thoughts 
Can not get normal 
The innertion takes me 
To the
lost points far away 
Once the feelings being so comfortable calm 
Become
unruled and wild and pulsing 
The usual state of things 
Ceased to exist

There stayed my pain 
The feeling of delight jealousy and passion 
I
remain the same 
I do not change 
I play, manipulate and let the others

Do with me the same, and then enoure 
I change surrounding and then

Come back again. I find and lose 
The relaxation is found only 
In
the unbridled passion 
In desire to dissolue or disappear 
But all in all
the feeling now is  nealized 
The one I cannot understand 
It tries to
conguen me and get me back 
And to restore all what was lost 
And that
was just the decay of my soul 
The memories which are passionate and sweet

Are mixed with everyday occurance 
Will I ever feel the other way?

Please, present me with a gift 
Of the other state