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So Many Nights Lyrics

so many nights i pray that this would just...stop...

i woke out of my
sleep from the sound..of a pop lock

my heart would drop to the ground

maybey the fact my pops wasnt around force you to found

these guys
that would just knock you down or beat you around

(i dont know) my inner
sense was lost back then, not to be found

and in a sense its like this
world was just weighing me down

leaning its weight hard on my shoulder

making my heart less warm and much more coulder

chip off my tooth and a
chip on my shoulders

i told yall that i dont play..i seen that drama every
god damn day

so go ahead yep yab away...cause now you got alot to say



CHORUS:

cast your judgement, cast, all your stoneS, holdin my
hand, holdin on to everything i have because its slippin away soo fast and its
all i have...



i was like six then we aint have a pot to piss in

while most kids lives consist of shine and glisin

my was lined with
mischeif..a boy flippin

devoid the times you find joy or reminisin

its like time was pissin, years was passin..i was inside

while kids
was out side laughin..no time for games

they fake toy planes was
crashin,while me my life was crashin

at night fist fights left my moms
face smashed in

her mans blastin..threw her down a flight of stairs

alone and scared,i stared in eyes of men who didnt care

my father was
never there,now im am prepared for this lifetime

thats unfair,just like
my fight from the bottom to the top,

just like i had to fight for all
that i got, it hurts but i still wont stop

until my casket drops.



CHORUS X2



so many nights i pray that this would just
stop

just stop..just stop