Choke Numb Phase Lyrics

Numb Phase Lyrics





what didn't kill me 

left me cold enough to live this lie 

now i drift desensitized reality has 

had it's way with this time 

confidence now lost in comfort 

of familiar habits 

i know it's destructive 

but i can not get past this barricade 

i boiled up inside too high 

i've got to pull out of numbing phase 

hold down this fear 

push back self doubt 

i'm most afraid that i will fall to failure 

so much to say can't get it out 

it's all a waste chaste 

forced to indignant taste 

self propelled rejection 

it's more than i can take (right now) 

so sick of hiding from what i can't face 

so sick of hiding from what i can't face 

i must get through this wall of insecurity 

the thought of rejection more than 

i can take and i've got to get out of this numb phase 

set numb aside