Carrier Flux Alone In Waste Lyrics

Alone In Waste Lyrics

what's trust in a (self)-driven world?

what's worth when a skewed view is
all I've held

anchored here I plea for embrace

alone I'm here, with
none to give me my place

they've said once and time again

how life
is in some master plan

but dreams still speak of death

and life
still rots of yesterdays left



cauterized - the part of me manned
lust for life

beheaded - the life inside once drove the man alive

inside the faulting dusted hide

beside lies the wretched face of what
was my faith



in man in truth in all sacred things but me

and
who am I ? a speck of fecal spirit fallen- death

so here I voice a void of
spending useless word

and here I lie among? - alone - in waste



torn from the hands of giving men

the rest are born to take and waste
our life

the arch does break and fallen are we who dared

to breach
the shells of self-deceit and flee the call - subjective retreat

this
rhyme of living lies in hindered sight of dreaming right to

living life
as if it were real as if we minded

integrity as if all that I showed were
to be replaced

with what I really was to be?



before the storm
of life killed what (I thought) was truth

I did spit on lesser men who
lived to take and make for their own

then life itself looked me in the
face and took my faith

is there some chance I'm alone in my empty way?