Blue Rodeo Til I Am Myself Again Lyrics

Til I Am Myself Again Lyrics

I want to know where 



my confidence went



one day it all disappeared



and I'm lying in a hotel room



miles away



voices next door in my ear







Daytime's a drag



nighttime's worse



hope that I can get home soon



but the half-finished bottles of inspiration



lie like ghosts in my room







I wanna go



I know I can't stay



but I don't want to run



feeling this way



til I am myself 



til I am myself



til I am myself again



There's a seat on the corner 



I keep every night



wait til the evening begins



I feel like a stranger 



from another world



but at least I'm living again







There are nights 



full of anger



words that are thrown



tempers that are shattered and thin



but the moments of magic



are just too short



they're over before they begin







I know it's time



one big step



I can't go



I'm not ready yet



til I am myself 



til I am myself



til I am myself again



I had a dream



that my house was on fire 



people laughed while it burned



I tried to run but my legs were numb



I had to wait til the feeling returned







I don't need a doctor 



to figure it out



I know what's passing me by



when I look in the mirror



sometimes I see



traces of some other guy







I wanna go



I know I can't stay



but I don't want to run



feeling this way



til I am myself 



til I am myself



til I am myself again