Benjamin Gate This Is Not Lyrics

This Is Not Lyrics

I tried to make myself 

Fit inside your world 

My time's been spent
on being the right girl 

How far away I am from where I need to be 

I'm so tired of this useless fantasy 



oh oh 

This is not
what I need to be 

oh oh 

This is not what you mean to me 



I'm not losing hope 

I'm not laying blame 

I know we both
want love 

We both feel the same 

I'm moving forward to where I need
to be 

My life is spinning in this mystery 



I tried to be so
perfect