So This Is How It Feels Lyrics

So This Is How It Feels lyrics

Morning comes and thoughts of late last night are quickly forgotten convictions
gone almost as easily as the events that brought them will I ever be good
enough for you again should I have to pay for my mistakes forever it hurts the
most when I hear your voice at night in my dreams to realize that I couldn't
have you it hurts so much to believe I lie here thinking how you brought out
the best in me back then that I've had so many nights to think of what we
could've been sitting here knowing it's late wanting to call yet I wait scared
to put myself out there again so far from home you're all I've wanted all along
you gave me something to believe in again that I'm afraid to try but I can't
stop myself this time promise me that you'll be there when I open my eyes I'm
tired now just want to rest myself across from your face I'm broken now by own
faults guess that's the price I have to pay