November Lyrics

November lyrics

So I'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon
begin
Ill be alone by maybe more carefree
like a kite that floats so
effortlessly
i was afraid to be alone
now im scared thats how id like to
be
all the faces none the same
how can there be so many
personalities
So many lifeless empty hands
so many hearts in great
demand
and now my sorrow seems to far away
until im taken by these bults
of pain
but i turn them off and tuck them away
till these rainy days that
make them stay
and then ill cry so hard to these sad songs
and the words
still ring, once here now gone
and they echo through my head everyday
and
i dont think theyll ever go away
just like tihnking of your childhood
home
but we cant go back were on our own
ohhh
but im about to give
this one more shot
and find it in myself
ill find it in myself
so were
speeding towards that time of year
to the day that marks your not here
and
i think ill want to be alone
so please understand that i dont answer the
phone
ill just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
untill i can see
nothing at all
only particles some fast some slow
all mys can see is all
i know
ohh..
but im about to give this one more shot
and find it in
myself
ill find it in
myself
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