Autumnblaze It Never Felt Like This Before Lyrics

It Never Felt Like This Before Lyrics

You can't hear me speak



'cause I am mute



I hide too many things



I need a place to hope



I need your help to hope again







You see a laughing boy



This is not true - only a mirage



I can't conceal my fear



I have to be sincere







[Chorus:]



There is no way to forget



I broke your heart when I ran away



You didn't know what to do



I was only a stupid boy







When I look back now



I never felt so bad



To know that I've hurt you



Is worse than to break



Is worse than everything







Somehow I think my sparks are cold and useless



I play a role in a sad movie scene - a sad movie scene







I'm so afraid of myself



I'm so afraid of being here



I say sorry but it's not enough



I'm so afraid of losing my thoughts







[Eldron, August 2001]