Alice In Darkland The Cave (aware Of Not Existing) Lyrics

The Cave (aware Of Not Existing) Lyrics

Repetition of my behaviour



Is an everlasting course of scenes



That run after one another



Fixed points of a vicious circle



That I wasn't able to break



Of a schematic existence



As futile as my own behaviour







My life is a long journey



Through the desolate ways of time



A course of infinite sensations within myself



Companions of my destiny



Unrelenting and obscure omen of death







A sad certainty



The sole step of my existence



Which will make me alike those around me



I've ever lived without thinking about it



Jealously keeping within me



The phobia of what will happen



That morbid fear which day by day



Has worn out my thoughts



Rendering my life a slow agonizing suicide







Giving birth to my deepest anguish



Aware of not existing







Revelation of the obscure omen



Achievement of my destiny



Now I realize I've never really lived



I think over the infinity of things that I could have done



But my courage failed



Desires... never fullfilled



Dreams... never realized



Because of stupid fears







I feel I have thrown away a lot of time that was at my disposal



During the journey of my life



Into the obscure abyss of forgetfullness and depression



That journey which was not so long as I imagined