I Can`t Lyrics

I Can`t

I can't laugh I can't cry I can't see inside of me Don't know the reason why  I
ain't straight And I ain't high I'm the ugly in between Can't live and I can't
die  I wanna screamAnd I can't win My life's a living soundtrack For a human
horror film  I can't feel And I can't love My mama never showed me how I never
was enough  I can't laugh And I can't smile I'll sacrifice my aged elders To
show me how to die  I can't love And I can't feel And my mother never loved me
Deep down she hated me  I can't f**k I can't feel I'm one bizzare motherf**ker
What the f**k's inside of me  I'll kill the beast So to free my soul And smash
the mirrorsThat won't let me go Oh if there's a smile that ya see It's only the
clockwork orange that's in me I curse the darkness impassioned plea And tear
the heart out and watch me bleed I'll sacrifice my blood for free To satisfy
the vengence that's in me And bury the mirror that's inside me