The Sharp and open Leave me alone And sleeping less every night As the
days become heavier and weighted Waiting In the cold light A
noise A scream tears my clothes as the figurines tighten With spiders
inside them And dust on the lips of a vision of hell I laughed in the
mirror for the first time in a year A hundred other words blind me with your
purity Like an old painted doll in the throes of dance I think about
tomorrow Please let me sleep As I slip down the window Freshly
squashed fly You mean nothing You mean nothing
I can lose myself
in Chinese art and American girls All the time Lose me in the
dark Please do it right Run into the night I will lose myself
tomorrow Crimson pain My heart explodes My memory in a fire And
someone will listen At least for a short while
I can never say no to
anyone but you
Too many secrets Too many lies Writhing with
hatred Too many secrets Please make it good tonight But the same image
haunts me In sequence In despair of time
I will never be clean
again I touched her eyes Pressed my stained face I will never be clean
again Touch her eyes Press my stained face I will never be clean
again I will never be clean again I will never be clean again I will
never be clean again