Nothing Lyrics

Nothing

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All of my life ever since the beginning



I wanted to fit in I tried but I didnt



I went in, I'm losin they call me a loser



A loner, a stoner, drug user, abuser



A burn out, it turns out I just aint the same



As these kids at my school, they so cool, I'm so lame



Called names, and they tease me



I wish they'd just leave alone but they dont and its so rough to be me



Turn on the TV and all that I see



Video's flashin that image at me



Ya gotta be pretty, with money and perfect



I'm poor and I'm ugly, my life just aint worth it



I'm certainly destined to be a nobody



No money, no nothin, no woman just fuck it



Naw hold up a second I got an idea



Got nothin to lose I got nothin to fear



I could let my life fade away like nothin



Or I could go out big and be known for somethin'



Stay up all night and I plot and I plan



Try not to wake up my sleepin' old man



Sneak and I creep in his room while he's sleepin'



Open the closet I see it I got it



I'm grabbin' his gun and then some ammunition



I bet they'll be wishin' that they stopped the dissin'



Get up in the mornin' I'm loadin' the gun



It'll be fun to watch them kids run



Walk in the school and I'm shakin' and tremblin'



I'm gettin' upset man I'd better forget it







"Hey nice sneakers, where'd ya get them in the garbage?"



"yeah whatever man"



"Shut up loser"







Naw fuck that, thats it, it's enough of this screamin'



Its time to get even and I won't be defeated



I seated in class waitin for the bell



When it rings Ima go up and blast off these shells



Look at these kids with they clothes and they cars



And they fathers who let them live like movie stars



Wit they sneakers that cost more than pops makes in two weeks



I truley can't wait to go and start the shooting



My teacher fuck 'em, don't like him a bit



He said I would grow up not amount to shit



And maybe he's right but that shit is still fucked up



While these kids are mad rich, and bitches are stuck up



Tony, the captain of the football team



Can't wait to see him start runnin' and screamin'



Britney his girl from the chearleading squad



Ima blast and I'll piss on her bloody pom poms



Minutes are ticking and ticking away



Come on bell ring man I aint got all day



Screw it I walk to the front of the class



As the students and staff just look at me and laugh



I grab the gun and I just take it out



They see me and duck, some run and shout



Cockin the glock and I start to just squeeze it



Then somethin happened I couldn't believe it



I just couldn't do it, I'm watchin'em scatter



Standin' here frozen as if it don't matter



Want to, and I just wanna buck



But fuck, I cant even do it I'm stuck



I'm truly a nothing a loser it's true



I can't even do what I wanted to do



I planned all for nothin' I can't take'em out



I pointed the barrel right into my mouth