What If I Lyrics

What If I

I've heard it all before 
Could hear it all a thousand times more 
Playing with me all the time 
No one feels the same 
And sanity is all a game 
Locked up deep inside my mind 
Hey die - you want an alibi 
Hey quit - you want to get a fix 
Hey try - you'll never make it tonight 
You can feel it deep inside 
All of the illusions for myself 
What if I try to make amends for someone else 
What if I try to change the way I'm feeling deep inside 
What if I died filled with sorrow wanting another try 
No one can face the truth 
Was there nothing more that you could do 
What would you do different next time 
Keep turning from the past 
The future's coming much to fast 
Or is it all in my mind