so this is what it feels like when dreams come crashing down. and the lies you
spoke no longer hover out of reach. this is where the stones we so carefully
built our future on slip into the sea. there's the bitter taste of remorse in
my mouth, and the shadow of betrayal on my face.the tears have been flowing for
so long i forgot how to stop...her defense was up and the verdict was in.
"i need to see you tonight", i said.
"im scared", was her reply.
but i doubt she saw her life pass right before her eyes. oh how less painful
death would be.
and what an elegant dance we could make it, make it seem. and every happy
memory of us is slowly playing in my mind. and im transfixed by her smile and
her laughter.
but for now i hate her eyes.
eyes that can slow sunsets and catch shooting stars. eyes that stole my heart,
but for now i hate her eyes.
i'll forget you ever thought of yourself without me, and brought to my
attention just how lonley this world can be. just take it all back. we both
know i can happily act naive. and these blankets of hope that used to smother
me are now mere threads... slipping through my caullused fingers. im sorry you
took every word i said to be a promise.