What do I do to ignore what's behind me? Do I follow my fate to escape
blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad
thoughts that are maddening? Do I let it go and try to stand it? Or do I
try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by
phoniness Or do I trust none and live life in loneliness? The sunlight
burns the skin of sleeping men I make the right turns but I'm lost
within I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt
again By myself (myself)
I ask why, but in my mind I find, I
can't rely on myself (myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find, I
can't rely on myself
I can't hold on To what I want when I'm
stretched so thin It's all too much to take in I can't hold on To
anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking
in
If I Turn my back I'm defenseless And to give in to fate seems
senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll Take from
me till everything is gone If I let them go I'll be outdone But if I try
to catch them I'll be outrun If I'm killed by the questions like a
cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer By myself
(myself)
I ask why, but in my mind I find, I can't rely on myself
(myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find, I can't rely on
myself
I can't hold on To what I want when I'm stretched so
thin It's all too much to take in I can't hold on To anything watching
everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in
How do you think
I've lost so much I'm always afraid that I'm out of touch How do you
expect I will know what to do When all I know is what you tell me
to
Don't you KNOW I can't tell you how to make it GO No matter
what I do how hard I TRY I can't seem to convince myself WHY I'm stuck on
the outside
Don't you KNOW I can't tell you how to make it GO No
matter what I do how hard I try TRY I can't seem to convince myself
WHY I'm stuck on the outside
I can't hold on To what I want when
I'm stretched so thin It's all too much to take in I can't hold on To
anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking
in
I can't hold on To what I want when I'm stretched so thin It's
all too much to take in I can't hold on To anything watching everthing
spin With thoughts of failure sinking...