I've been sittin' here trying to find myself i get behind myself i need
to rewind myself looking for the payback listen for the playback they
say that every man bleeds just like me and i feel like number one but
yet i'm last in line i watch my younger son and it helps to pass the
time i take to many pills it helps to ease the pain i made a couple
dollar bills but still i feel the same everybody knows my name they
say it way out loud a lot of folks fuck with me it's hard to hang out in
crowds i guess that's the price you pay to be some big shot like i
am out stretched hands and one night stands still i can't find
love
And when your walls come tumbling down I will always be
around
People don't know about the things i say and do they don't
understand about the relationship that i've been through, it's been so
long since i've been home i've been gone, i've been gone for way too
long maybe i forgot all the things I miss Oh somehow I know there's more
to life than this, I said it too many times and i still stand firm you
get what you put in and people get what they deserve, still i ain't seen
mine No I ain't seen mine I've been giving just ain't been
gettin' I've been walking down that line So I think I'll keep
walking with my head held high i'll keep moving on and only God knows
why
Only God... only God Only God knows why Only God... knows ...
why, why, why only God knows why Take me to the river hey Take me to
the river