Need To Lyrics

Need To

I, I am confused, fighting myself 
Wanting to give in, needing your help 
Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch
Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fine 

Can you see it in me? 
Skin cold from touch 
Each day confronted with what I have done 
You pull me closer, I push you away 
You tell me it's okay, I can't help but fell the pain

I hate you! 
Why are you taken? 
I love you! 
I feel so helpless 
Why is it you? 
ripping my insides each time I'm with you 
why do I try? 
why do I really need to? 
Why!! 
f**k you, bit*h! 
need to. . . f**k. . . 
slut