seven am;
the garbage truck beeps as it back up
and I start my day
thinking about what I’ve thrown away
Could I push rewind
The credits
traverse signifying the end
But I missed the best part
Could we please
go back to start
-forgive my indecision-
{then again
you’re always first when no ones on your side
{but then again a day will
come when I want off the ride
Eleven am
By now you would think
that I would be up
But my bed sheets shade the heat of choices I’ve made
And what did I find
I never thought I could want someone so
much
‘cause now your not here and I’m knee deep on that old
fear
-forgive my indecision… I am only a man-
{then again
youre always first when no ones on your side
{but then again a day will
come when I want off the ride
Twelve pm and my dusty telephone
rings
Heavy head up from my pillow who could it be
I hope its you