Surrounded Lyrics

Surrounded

I wrote a story in the book of life today 
I turned the page and then I turned and walked away 
Cause what I wrote was just symbolic of the time 
I`ve been surrounded by another state of mind 
You do this, to gain control 
You say that, to make yourself feel whole 
You say this, just to be kind 
I see it`s all just a waste of f**king time! 

Sometimes the problems freeze the pen that`s in my hand 
No rules provided that will make me understand 
And then I think about the notes that I just took 
I look around, then turn around, then close the book. 

Cause I see the writing how it can be 
I write this paragraph to tell me that I`m me 
All rules provided, symbolic of the time 
It keeps me from falling into another state of mind 

I do this, to gain control 
I do this, to make myself feel whole 
I say this, not to be kind 
I see it`s all just a waste of f**king time! 

STIGMA!!