Say Goodbye To Hollywood Lyrics

Say Goodbye To Hollywood

Chorus X2
Sayin' goodbye, I'm sayin' good bye to Hollywood / Sayin' goodbye,
I'm sayin' good bye to Hollywood / Sayin' goodbye, I'm sayin' good bye to
Hollywood / Sayin' goodbye, I'm sayin' good bye to Hollywood (Hollywood why do
I feel this way?)

Verse 1
I thought I had it all figured out, I did,
I thought I was tough enough to stick it out with Kim/but I wasn't tough
enough, to juggle two things at once, I found myself layin' on my knees in
cuffs/which should've been a reason enough, for me to get my stuff and just
leave. How come I couldn't see this shit myself?/it's just me, nobody couldn't
see the shit I felt, knowin' damn well she wasn't gonna be there when I fell/to
catch me, the minute shit was heated, she just bailed, I'm standin' here
swingin' like thirty people by myself/I couldn't even see the millimeter when
it fell, turned around saw Gary stashin' the heater in his belt/saw the
bouncers rush him and beat him to the ground, I just sold two million records,
I don't need to go to jail/I'm not about to lose my freedom over no female, I
need to slow down, get my feet on solid ground/so for now I'm...

Chorus
X2

Verse 2
I, bury my face in comic books, cus I don't want to look
at nothin', this world's too much, I've swallowed all I could/If I could
swallow a bottle of Tylenol I would, and end it for good, just say goodbye to
Hollywood/I probably should, these problems are piling all at once, cus
everything that bothers me, I got it bottled up/I think I'm bottomin' out, but
I'm not about to give up, I gotta get up, thank God, I got a little girl/and
I'm a responsible father, so not a lot of good, I'd be to my daughter, layin'
in the bottom of the mud/must be in my blood cus I don't know how I do it, all
I know is I don't want to follow in the footsteps/of my dad, cus I hate him so
bad, the worst fear that I had was growin' up to be like his fuckin' ass/man if
you could understand why I am the way that I am, what do I say to my fans/when I
tell 'em (I'm)...

Chorus X2

Verse 3
I don't wanna quit, but
shit, I feel like this is it, for me to have this much appeal like this is
sick/this is not a game, this fame, in real life this is sick, publicity stunt
my ass, conceal my fuckin' dick/fuck the guns, I'm done, I'll never look at
Gats, if I scrap, I'll scrap like I ain't never whupped some ass/I love my
fans, but no one ever puts a grasp on the fact, I've sacrificed everything I
have/I never dreamt I'd get to the level that I'm at, this is wack, this is
more than I ever coulda asked/everywhere I go, a hat, a sweater hood, or mask,
what about math, how come I wasn't ever good at that?/It's like the boy in the
bubble, who never could adapt, I'm trapped, if I could go back, I never woulda
rapped/I sold my soul to the devil, I'll never get it back, I just wanna leave
this game with level head intact/Imagine goin' from bein' a no one to seein',
everything blow up and all you did was just grow up mcing/It's fuckin' crazy,
cus all I wanted was to give Hailie the life I never had, but instead I forced
us to live alienated/so I'm sayin'...

Outro
Goodbye / Goodbye
Hollywood (Goodbye) / Please don't cry for me (It's been real) / When I'm gone
for good (This shit is not for me) / Goodbye / Goodbye Hollywood (I'm not a
fuckin' star) / Please don't cry for me (No way) / When I'm gone for good (I'm
goin' back home)