Painkiller Lyrics

Painkiller lyrics

Insecurity- this time it`s got the best of me. 
Apathy- this time I think it`s killing me. 
Try to scream- but I can`t make any noise. 
Try to breathe- but the breath has lost my voice. 
There has got to be a better way. 
Some way to get rid of this f**king pain. 
Is my future in a razor blade? 
Sometimes suicide isn`t so insane. 
Bad memories- so I drink to forget. 
But you see- all I lose is self respect. 
No control- no more goals and no more aim. 
Blackened soul- everyday it feels the same. 
Can`t face the boredom that everyday brings. 
I`m feeling guilty for an uncommitted crime. 
Left dangling from a puppeteer`s strings. 
My body`s free but my mind is doing time. 
Suicide- everyday a soul is lost. 
Justified- I think I`ll carry my own cross. 
Bedside note- sory mother if you cry. 
But life`s a joke- so I think today, I`ll just lay down and die.