4 Silence My Friends Lyrics

My Friends Lyrics

I was so lost in my pain, fear was melting my brain,
I was counting the days
to insanity, I was afraid to move myself
Afraid to hurt myself, more than I
had until that day
Everything I believed in, everything I fought for
Was
now underneath my feet and my heart beat
Was so gone, couldn't be felt by
anyone
So alone it gave me the creeps
My drugs got me in bed went up to
my head And I really don't wanna depend
So I'll stick to

My friends
and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my friends and my
cards and my friends
Martini until the end
Play pool again

Never
thought woyuld be like this
No one told me it would be like this
I'm
amazed I'm amazed with myself
And my brain and my pain
And my pain and my
veins
Are delivering it to my health
My self-confidence was broken while
my trust was taken
And it left me with an empty life and this knife
Rests
on the middle of me bed, I think in all the things she said
Close my eyes and
sleep
All these drugs in my head, it seems I'm already dead
And I really
don't want to depend
So I'll stick to ...

My friends and my friends
and my car and my friends
My friends and my friends and my cards and my
friends
Martini until the end
Play pool again

Can't smoke anymore
can't drink anynmore, still I do it, I do it again
Lost everything I had,
Far from mum, far from dad
I thank God for my good, good friends
But
where's this God that I mention? Where is He right now?
As I die as slowly
as I can? All my plans, went down the hole
My life has no goal, and I wonder
if this is worth it
But my friends took my hand
Helped me to lift myself
again
And that's why I really love

My friends and my friends and my
car and my friends
My friends and my friends and my cards and my
friends
Martini until the end
Play pool again